on thursday night at the catherdral hunter had my cell and AJ called and hunter was saying stuf like its the worng number and stufff like thatand hes like "look u fcuker give the phone to beth" and then hes been getting annyoed c/ ive been too busy to hang out or my parents have rules i obey and hes liek u dont give a shiz about hanging out with me do you and i was like excuse me and hes got into a fight with me about hanging out and it got really ugly and hes like r u hanging out or not and i asked what compelled him to cuss at my brother and he told me the story over again. he didnt even get that how am i supposed to hang out with him, against my parents will, and rules, especially when he'll get angry like that. then im like no. im not hnaging with you. and hes said ur a waste of my time. so hes not my boy. guess u have to kiss a bunch of frogs until u find your prince.
i dont know why, but im protective of hunter you know. b/c sometimes i may not act like it and sometimes i cant stand him but i love him to death and hes at camp right now and im so bored. i miss him already. the house is so quiet. did i do the right thing? by not hnaging out with him?
i hope so.
