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universal is fun..

h/o i have to eat dinner.

~eating~

okay well universal was very fun and a nice reward for working my butt off with 3 different porjects due the same day. so anyways.

can i just say i love my youth group while at the same time i cant stand it?? does that make sense?? the thing is... our youth grioup is divided into 2 groups. if you are a person who went to NOC then you are either in brittneys group or laceys. b/c there was a showdown and britt called her a slut b/c she acted like one and things were said and now lacey and britt dont talk to each other and lacey doesnt talk to me b/c britt is one of my best and closest friends. so many ppl dont associate with each other. heather doesnt know b/c everyone sucks up to her. i sure dont. well about the groups, the non NOC peeps have their own smaller groups but they also choose a side. so why would i have fun??

think about it.

if our youth group didnt have drama going on wheres the fun. everyone loves drama. you know it too. espeacially if its not happening to you. its exciting.

well laceys group didnt even look at us but like we care, all the guys hang with us b/c we're real and we just want to hang out, not show off our stuff like some people. *cough* lacey* cough* anyways we got to see relient K. i love the lead singer. well im going to update at home b/c ppl keep looking at it.

h/o

~~~home~~~~

well basically it was loads of fun and im sick of this blog entry so im starting a new 1 in 5 seconds.

0 Listen @ 7:54 PM

Poster: Megan
Mood: goodish..
Music: My Chemical Romance- Welcome to the Black Parade (honestly what were you expecting?)
Movie: Pretty In Pink
Book: The Play About The Baby- Edward Albee

I need to quit watching MCR's VMA performance...but I can't so I won't...I have to go to Samantha's open house in 20 minutes but I wanted to ramble for a bit.
So today. Dad's still home on bedrest and he's not really bothering me.
Homeroom- Hugs for Tegan and all who are huggable. I wasn't late which made me oh so happy.
Study Hall- Read "Hypocrite In The White Pouffy Dress" but I'm going to have to put it back on the shelf since I have to do some reading for Mr. Lee before I can read anything not theatrical related.
English- We got our lovely books and since it was a wendesday and we get out early..that was about it...however he had enough time to assign homework.
Western Civ.- Got that book. Then he went on and on about why we study history...
Lunch- Brit went to Timbrell like History game thing that competes against other schools. So I ate my baked lays with Jess and Rachel then went to wander.
M.A.D- Discussed the independent reading and went to the theatre library a.k.a the theatre department's office. I got my play approved so I can finally crack that book open....I just noticed today that Lee's hair has red and blonde in it.
P.P- hehe *snicker* PP.......(PP=Play Production)....gosh I'm immature...I'm going to have to copy all of Rachel's or Tegans notes from all of last year...ugh...or I could photocopy them and try and learn all that for the quiz next week...I have no idea what he's going on about with the flats and hollywood and the broadway and whatnot.
Acting 1- more of the people standing in the center of our circle of chairs (it's like an AA meeting) and they tell you how young you look and how old you look and what type of roles you can play.....basically how to market yourself...I go tomorrow most likely...I'm really just glad I didn't offend Becca.

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up
, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?
"He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons,
and all the non believers,
the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."
((October 24th!))

0 Listen @ 6:20 PM

Poster: Sarah
Mood: Lost in Thought
Music: Thank You - Home Made Kazoku
Movie: Tim Berton's the Nightmare Before Christmas
Book: The Haunting of America

Certainly i don't want to be the first one to post on this topic, but a girls gotta pay tribute where tribute is due. if you don't know by now you obviously are not taking full advantage of all the things myspace provides us with. i am of course speaking of the tragedy that is the death of the Crocodile Hunter, the beloved father and television icon Steve Irwin.

Stingray Kills 'Crocodile Hunter'

All day i have been hearing a lot of things about the incident that make me just want to hit something, and somehow i think that my fellow students don't realize that this is a loss of life we're talking about. A guy in one of my classes joked with his buddies how he was glad that Irwin was dead, that it was 'bout time' and i just felt this uncontrollable urge to deck him.

Sure, sometimes the things that Steve did made even me shake my head because of just how idiotic it seemed at the time, but i also held a respect for him; he had a passion that helped him to contribute to and protect the animals he loved so much, and he died doing something he loved which is why i only have the highest respect for this man whom i have watched since i was of so young. Not only that, he was a human being, he was somebodie's son, a friend, a husband, a father.

My heart goes to his two children Bindi Sue and Robert who have just been denied something so precious as their father, and i hope against all hope that Terri can somehow manage to pick up to pieces and keep walking forward with her head held up high.

Ladies, Mother Hen is in a downed-thoughtful kind of mood. i've been bothered by a lot of thoughts today, both physically and mentally, and i'm not sure anyone noticed; but its better that way.

i just want you all to know that i love each and every one of you, faults and all. You are my greatest treasures, my most trusted confidants, my best critics, my sisters, my friends, and my family. When it feels like the world shunned me for who i am, cutting me then leaving me to bleed, just talking to one of you is enough to sew me back up and dance to my own beat again. i don't know where i would be or who i would have become if i hadn't met all of you, but i doubt i would have made it through the tough times if i had tried flying solo.

Loosing any one of you would be like loosing a part of myself completely.

Itsumo sasaete kureru hito-tachi ni,

Higoro no omoi o kometa Rhapsody,

Appreciation na kimochi o todoke,

Itsumo arigatou,

Honto arigatou,

Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni kansha shiteru yo

[For the people who always hold me up,

I put my daily thoughts into this Rhapsody,

Deliver my feelings of apperication,

Thanks for always,

Thanks, for real,

No matter where you are, I'm grateful for your presence]

♥ [Sarah] ♥

0 Listen @ 8:31 PM

Woohoo guess who passed all her learner's tests! I just have to go to the DMV sometime this week to get the picture and do the eye and hearing tests. So I would be scared of the road if i were you...Peaceage out

1 Listen @ 3:19 PM

I realise I didn't ever finish that one post...and I really don't care either at the moment.
I'm only 2 days into this school year and I'm beginning to think of transferring back.
Reasons?
1. So much money is involved in this...I buy my own books, books I'll never touch after this year, and as you might know..money is tight at the moment.
2. Its all so stressful. The lot of them learned A LOT last year and I'm so completely lost and there's no catch up. It's an "I hope you get this"
3. I don't even want to do anything in the field of theatre for a living really. And I feel like this school is going to just suck down academics. For fucks sake I'm in two 9th grade classes because I already took Biology and U.S. History.
4. I think number 3 is good enough of a reason but there's so much outside school work like going to plays (more money) coming in on saturdays (as if my family doesn't have enough planned for saturdays).
5. As much as I'd like to say that this isn't true but it is, I miss Wilson.

Maybe it'll get better but all I know right now that I am so frustrated. I can't figure out this fucking assignment and I'm about to just take a "0" for it but then that starts me off with an F and it'll be a bitch to work my way up. But I have no idea what the fuck to do. It's like "List and Explain the elements of dramatic structure/form that Mamet describes/mentions in the essay"
Easy enough.
Except the fucking essay is confusing and I have no idea what the fuck dramatic structure is and every site on Google, Yahoo! and Answers.com have a different explanation. Some say its that Witch's hat thing...others its something diffrent and looks like a damn circle.

ARGH! as if my 4 day weekend hasn't been shit already!
Friday dad came home early with pneumonia.
Saturday it rained and then My Chemical Romance couldn't perform because Bob's burn or whatever got infected, god forbid they use another drummer, and I guess I could have stayed for Taking Back Sunday but the rain water was up to my ankles.
Sunday Dad was in the hospital and I stayed home with Samantha which was all fine and dandy but I missed a play that I could have done my first critque on and Rachel would have helped me. Thanks Dad! Now he's going to be home all week. Mum's going to be more paranoid than usual and I'm going to be stuck dealing with all of it. I could kill that doctor for giving him a choice to stay at home or stay in the hospital. A week of him gone in the hospital would have made me a much much happier Megan.
And you know today's dilema.

Well I'm pissing away more of the time that I could be attempting to write the damn thing.

0 Listen @ 3:05 PM