I realise I didn't ever finish that one post...and I really don't care either at the moment.
I'm only 2 days into this school year and I'm beginning to think of transferring back.
Reasons?
1. So much money is involved in this...I buy my own books, books I'll never touch after this year, and as you might know..money is tight at the moment.
2. Its all so stressful. The lot of them learned A LOT last year and I'm so completely lost and there's no catch up. It's an "I hope you get this"
3. I don't even want to do anything in the field of theatre for a living really. And I feel like this school is going to just suck down academics. For fucks sake I'm in two 9th grade classes because I already took Biology and U.S. History.
4. I think number 3 is good enough of a reason but there's so much outside school work like going to plays (more money) coming in on saturdays (as if my family doesn't have enough planned for saturdays).
5. As much as I'd like to say that this isn't true but it is, I miss Wilson.
Maybe it'll get better but all I know right now that I am so frustrated. I can't figure out this fucking assignment and I'm about to just take a "0" for it but then that starts me off with an F and it'll be a bitch to work my way up. But I have no idea what the fuck to do. It's like "List and Explain the elements of dramatic structure/form that Mamet describes/mentions in the essay"
Easy enough.
Except the fucking essay is confusing and I have no idea what the fuck dramatic structure is and every site on Google, Yahoo! and Answers.com have a different explanation. Some say its that Witch's hat thing...others its something diffrent and looks like a damn circle.
ARGH! as if my 4 day weekend hasn't been shit already!
Friday dad came home early with pneumonia.
Saturday it rained and then My Chemical Romance couldn't perform because Bob's burn or whatever got infected, god forbid they use another drummer, and I guess I could have stayed for Taking Back Sunday but the rain water was up to my ankles.
Sunday Dad was in the hospital and I stayed home with Samantha which was all fine and dandy but I missed a play that I could have done my first critque on and Rachel would have helped me. Thanks Dad! Now he's going to be home all week. Mum's going to be more paranoid than usual and I'm going to be stuck dealing with all of it. I could kill that doctor for giving him a choice to stay at home or stay in the hospital. A week of him gone in the hospital would have made me a much much happier Megan.
And you know today's dilema.
Well I'm pissing away more of the time that I could be attempting to write the damn thing.
