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I should be put in a insane asylum. I kid you not, it would be the best thing for society as a whole since sliced bread. Being around people makes me paranoid; what if I had said this? Am I being annoying?Why did Joe do that? Am I bothering Mary Jane? Why is Suzie acting like she's mad at me?? GOOD LORD WHY DID JIM DO THAT!??!?!?!?!?!
Yeah.........

Hence why I hate school with a burning passion. And guess were we had to go back to?? School. The bane of our existence.(Well, more like my existence, but from observations, it seems like it's the bane of others as well) As much as I don't like work, it's something that can be tolerated. You get it done, you get it over with, you turn it in, it's all good!! People don't work that way. No sir, people are deep deep deep. People are way too complex, and their minds too deep to fathom. So being the ever so analytical me, I tend to overanalyze things, and chew it, swallow it, then I'll do the cow thing and regurgitate what I'm overanalyzing, then chew it some more, and then the process is repeated continuously because like a cow's stomach, my mind has many, many chambers. And that just plain old sucks cuz when you have a mind that has the tendancy to overthink about stupid things, then it's pretty darn hard to remain a happy camper all the time. And everyone loves a happy camper because happy campers make everyone arouond them happy with their "Hi!!!! I'm (insert name here) and I'm a happy camper!!" aura that they all seem to have.

Yeah, so I wrote. I spoke. I passed out from boredom. I need a life....And when you all get older, I strongly encourage you all to not move if you're planning on having children. You will not be doing your children any favors whatsoever by uprooting them. As a matter of fact, you will get a child with a royally screwed up mind who duels on what could've been.
I have absolutely no idea what I'm talking about. It all makes more sense in my head.

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to be
I don't know how to change from being me
I don't know what to say
Maybe another day I'll stop getting lost and find my way home
All I know is gone

6 Listen @ 6:52 PM

so im only going to talk about periods that were interesting.

per. 1.

so we have to do a project about 1984 and me and ariel arre doing it together. the thing is we have to do a skit in front of class and research stuff on privacy theses days and from 1984 and choose a topic and focus on that for the project. and ariel has winterguard practice for hours and hours. so yeah.

per 3.

i absolutely dont like the spanish intern for coach sowers. he scares me. since hes a snior hes really tall and big( not fat but buff)) and he always has a grin on his face, idk he scares the crap outta me. i hate to say this be he makes me think he's going to like rape or hurt someone. *shudders* seriously though. im so scared of him and i have to sit right next to where he sits in the intern chair. since we have aplhabetical order. and get this. his name is randall. idk. its just so scary to me to be around him.

lunch.

i sat at a table and read jane austen and then christina tinc and madison renn sat down and started doing homework. so i left shortly and got my books and ran into micheal. he's this guy in my geometry class and hes really cute. we used to sit next to each other but now its alphabetical so we dfont anymore. guess i sit next too. none other than marissa peters. so i have to talk to her. anywyas. i miss not sitting next to that guy. i was just overcoming my shyness with him. argh.

nothing else to great happened today. EXCEPT. in london, there were 9 planes thazt had liqiud bombs loaded on them. sericurity caught them. but the plan was to fly the planes scattered across america so everyone could see them blown up in the air. my science teacher says its al-quaeda. but whoever it is. we need to get troops out of the middle east. or they'll retaliate even more. but its a bit scary you know... i cant imagine if the planes were actaully bombed and we saw it. i mean. how freaky is that. anywyas. thought id add some current event.

im out to do more geometry homework.

0 Listen @ 5:46 PM

1st period. eng 2 hon. with borgmeyer.

we discussed seabisuit. well got into groups and one discussed seabisuit and the other discussed a painted house. i'll read it later. ali kay was in my group so of course she took charge in the most ali way possible. and it was pretty helpful considering she had previous horse knowledge b4 reading it so she helped ppl understand it better. best discusiion group ive ever had. i still wish paul and meole were in my eng class. its just not the same without them. oh well.

2nd period. psycology. with holmes.

we had a sub today. everyone but megan should know about that sub. the one whos klinda wack in the head. anyways. maybe i need to videotape her and send her to what not to wear. they could help her b/c apparently she doesnt know that wearing a LIME GREEN bra with a see through white shirt is exactly nice is see. anyways we had to wirte a reaction paper on andrea yates on what we think of the case.im not done yet. its actaully really interesting. but im not sure where i stand on it. shes judged not guily b/c the courts think shes insane, and she drowned all 5 of her kids. very interesting. and its hard to wirte ur opinion on something that u have no opinion about.

3rd period. spanish 2. with coach sowers.

36 students and 34 desks. thank god its alphabetical so i have a seat. its fairly in the front but its okay. i'll live.we didnt do much other than arrange seats and i already dislike the intern b/c he wont stop staring at me. ehhh. the good thing about having such a large class is that nothing will get done. so it should be easy. for the most part.

LUNCH

okay so alex got his schedule changed to c lunch and i know NO ONE, so i just walked around and my feet led me to none other than 9th grade media center. at least i wasnt the only one. when i can intern for senior year. im interning there.

4/5 period. geometry. with hinson

easy. fun. not too much homework. i sit next verygoodlookingfunnysomewhatsmart boy named micheal. hes 17. who cares. im a bit linient with ages now. im juding on the person not age. i would say looks but thats a kinda influential factor.but hes nice. i have marissa in that class. ugh. well she hasnt talked to me. well fianlly she listens to me. u know part of me feels bad for ignoring her. but the other part doesnt b/c she really hurt my feelings last year and its not like she cared. she only cares when its convienant for her. she hasnt changed. if she wanted my true friendship she would have cared when she was friends with ryan. but oh well. that micheal guy is saving the class.

6th period. world history. allen.

im sry i cant report anything about this class b/c i fell asleep. what? the guy is uber boring.

7th period. science. *forget her name*

its okay. again not too exciting.

okay that was my day and now im going to watch almost famous. and see my patrick.

love.

peace out a-town.

0 Listen @ 7:28 PM

So howdy. And welcome to yet another year of school! I must say that for the first day it was freakishly humid and hot. At least in the morning it was. In the afternoon it was just hot..hot..hot.. The bus loop is gone so now the whole bus loading procedure is sooo draw out. And you have less of a chance of actually getting on your bus..So this ought to be fun.

English II - Borgmeyer
Apparently most of my teachers I have has a weird name starting with this lady who reminds me of sausage. This class seems like it will be tolerable but its probably going to be very social. And therefore screw me up. The teacher wants us to talk and grades us on participation so I know I'll be getting a lower grade. Even if I Ace all the tests and know all the information, my grade will be dropped just because I'm not social in the least bit. In my humble opinion ((and i am ALWAYS right)) thats unfair. Plus we sit in alphabetical order so the one person I know ((beth)) is whisked away to the other side of the room. We HAVE to have a binder thats going to be checked everyonce in a while. Yay. Once again I was trying to start this year off using only folders and notebooks so my life would be easier.. but NOOOO stupid teachers screwing with my plans. UGH. I'm gonna loose points for that too.

World History- Bruns
This guy is hilarious!!! I'm so happy I have him. His class will be buttmunchily hard but I'm hoping his humor will ease the pain. He didn't put us in a seating chart on the first day and I hope he keeps it that way. Cause I kinda liked my seat. Plus I was awesomely situated so that I could make kauany's hair go BOING Boing.. So that was fun. We don't have our books for that class yet. So no luggin uber heavy books anywhere. Thank gods. But of course he did say we were going to need 2 THREE AND A HALF INCH BINDERS!!... TWO. And he also said one of his students last year filled up three... So i'm pretty screwed. Cuase I hate binders and was really hoping to just use folders..Oh well.

Guard- Duckett/Owen
So this was pretty much sitting in a chair while mr. duckett talked about stuff. It was mostly to inform all the new people the way things were gonna go and he also told us where we were gonna be practicing and how we were gonna have to name it. We get to practice not on the football field ((Which would make sense seeing as how its where we perform)) but in this drained semi retension pond pit thingy in the front of the school. So yay. Lots of anthills.. and burrs.And if it rains slightly flooded. PLus I have practice on my birthday which makes it so I can't do my traditional birthday dinner...~sigh~. Oh well. I need to go decorate my binder and find me some aol tester CDS... So if you have any. PLease lend them to me.

Algebra II - Heinz
Yet another food name thing. Ketchup of course. She has a seating chart up on the overhead which is really hard to figure out for lots of the people. So I sit behind my chair cause some idiot thinks his name is Ariel Cooper. Eventually he moves and I get my chair. I have to sit in the verrrry front row. Right next to the over head where she will be standing the whole class.. So dang dang dang. But she's cheery so hopefully things will be okay. I have homework in her class but thankfully its easier then the class work. Because I had pretty much no idea how to do the classwork... Except for maybe 3 problems. So math class grades are looking verry promising. ha,

Other Jazz
I spent lunch sitting in a squishy chair in the library reading. Cause I'm cool like that. And don't have any lunch friends. Plus It was hot outside.. And I'd rather have air conditioning. I plan to enjoy lunch int eh lobby outside my lockers hallway then head to the library everyday. Maybe then I'll have the first 2 classes homework done. And the all I'll have is math so I don't have to lugg bucnhes of textbooks home. Well thats all on school. Just a side note of

Happy Anniversary Mum and Dad! 18 years of poking prodding yelling and laughing. Woot

"Schools Out for the summer! Schools out forever!"

0 Listen @ 10:26 AM