Listen to the Beat

and it all comes crashing..

yes, im back. woot.
and i still like william beckett. i went through a mikey way phase. but then i saw a william lookalike at bartram and fell in love again.
so to megan. we all cry, i used to cry everyday like on wednesday i wanted to cry for hours but i didnt bc it wa shunter bday and i couldnt reuin for him. ANYWAYS. u arent losing touch with this friend. we love u megan. everything will work out i promise. if u need to unwind though. rp therapy is there always. ur my best friend spill the beans whenevr u need to. but it sucks that we arent closer in distance.

to floridian corruption. we need to get together.

so to blog.

kevin wont leave me alone. mayhe now. but hes creepy.
billius (hehe ariel) wont talk to me, but will smile at me in the halls. whatever.
tyson and i kinda got really really really really close this past weekend and well, it was really serious but we dont know if were going to date or not. he think that if we do and then breakup we wont talk or be friends after that.
kenzie says that im a tease. which i guess is true. u know i havent had that many boyfriends but ive had relationships that could be considered bfgf but we never called it that. ya know? so i guess i am a tease sinc eill only go so far. but that isnt bad is it? i mean im not the kind of person to go and be sexually active. which im not. but idk.
i feel like im addicted to rp. like its all i ever talk about with megan anymore. which is dumb bc we shouldnt JUST talk about it u know? so sry megan if i annoy u with rp stuff.

what else.....

thats all for now folks

2 Listen @ 5:54 PM

Poster: Sarah
Mood: MANSEX!!
Music: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Movie: Tsubasa~ *still <3'ing*
Book:Cyber-shot Digital Still Camera User's Guide/Troubleshooting

See, thats why you gals need to beat me with a stick every once and a while. Otherwise we have really random stuff not working and then nothing gets done, and we can't have that now can we? But it would seem that i have fixed the whole commenting problem, hopefully, at least. Now we have a little comment pop-up box thingy, and thats a start, right?

And for the record Mother Hen does not appreciate when one of her chicks posts a worry-worth entry and does not sign who it is from? Mother was not amused and has been left wondering a great many things.

While the record is open for... recording, i would also like to point out that CLAMP is amazing. Once again, i've been dragged back into one of their little series, Tsubasa, and i'm hating myself for the little fangirl in me that is just so happy about it. Then again, its mainly AFF's fault. Yaoi brings the little fangirl in me happiness that trumps even little old innocent me anyday of the week.

Oh, hot-sweaty man-sex, i will always be your slave...

♥Sarah

2 Listen @ 8:21 PM

So there is no commenting anymore?

Apparently so, so then, SARAH EMAIL ME A COPY OF THAT PICTURE WHERE WE WERE AT SEA WORLD.

Oh my god, that was the most fun I ever had at Sea World. and Shea (was that his name?) and I went to see the walrus, seal show with Sarah's mom while Sarah, Jess, Brooke and co. went to go ride Atlantis for the upteenth time.

She got us ice cream XD.
Eww...I was so fat then.

ugh. My sisters are SUPPOSED to be with my dad tonight. But noooo, they aren't so once again. I won't get that time where I want to talk to my mother, where I want to have the house quiet so I can work on my monologue, where I can work on all my much needed to be done homework in peace. For fuck's sake, I have an 8-10 page paper due and I'm starting from scratch because my other topic fell through.
it's moments like this where I want to just cry, I know that's a little melodramatic but so sue me.
All I ever feel liek I do is cry now.
Ickk, I sound like something out of "are you there god? It's me margaret".

1 Listen @ 3:55 PM

Poster: Sarah
Mood: ... *SIIIINGS!!*
Music: First Date - Blink 182
Movie: Tsubasa~ <3
Book: Of Mice and Men

Picture it: driving home just moments after having your virgin armpits waxed. its dark, like "hot dawg did somebody shoot out all the street lights" perfect night, and your having a good time singing a song on the radio that both you and your mom just so happen to know by heart. Suddenly, out of nowhere a Double-Decker bust makes a good impression of an airplane whizzing down the runway as it lands into a parking lot just a few cars a head of you.

Your first thought? Follow so you have an excuse to stop in on your friend who works at the Subway in that particular shopping center, naturally.

The Double-Decker

i love how one little thing makes me think of you gals. This diversion gave my brain that little spark, since i had been wrestling with myself trying to think of what it would take to get corruption back into the swing of things. Figured a Double-Decker Bus wouldn't be a bad way to start things off.

But wait, there's more!

Recognize anyone, my lovelys? Cleaning reaps its own rewards, and this was one of mine. i'm not entirely sure WHAT to do with it now, its been on my old keychain for ages with my old anime and random linkin park nicknacks, but now it seems like it deserves something a little more special. Being an old sentimental hen can do that to you.

And the grant finale~

STARS

Elephant butt! <3

♥Sarah

0 Listen @ 7:55 PM

if you're lost you can look--and you will find me time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting time after time

I feel worthless.
I guess it's good I have a therapy appointment soon.
There are so many things I want to say. But I can't get them out on a blog, I can't even get them out in person and they just circulate through my head, around and around like a damn blender.

Kauany, I think, knows what I'm talking about.

I feel worthless.
I feel out of touch with everyone I used to be friends with.
I feel lost.

0 Listen @ 6:06 PM

Season's change.
but people don't...

(Don't pretend you ever forgot about me)

Yeah, I missed the bus so I'm waiting until Mom can drive me so I can get to school.
I'm going to miss Spanish and Geometry more than likely.
Fuck. Just in time to get to Science to take my test.
Stupid Chemical Equations. Explain to me your worth.
I read the Fall Out Boy interviews in SPIN, Rolling Stone and AP magazine last night.
They all basically say the same thing, Pete is the frontman and in the lime light people make up shit about you. Patrick is into hip hop and R&B and Joe and Andy...well it wasn't anything dramatic.
Though Andy has some end of the world theories. I hear the same things in my M.A.D class (that's Modern American Drama not Mutual Attack Defense OR Mother Against Drunk Driving (that'd have 2 Ds)

Remember when I used to think I talked about My Chemical Romance too much... Now I believe its a Fall Out Boy word vomit.
word vomit. that should be what this is called...not a blog.

I hope people are reading this...even if they aren't I do enjoy typing everything concerning my life out onto the web for those who want to view to see.

Whoa, I just glanced at my converse and they are COVERED in the salt from the roads. that's disgusting. a salt water fish could live in my shoe, if it could retain enough water.
which it can't
so that was pointless.

I'm over wanting to get snake bites, I was toying around on paint and I took my picture and made snake bites for me on it and ehh, I dunno, it didn't look right. then again, it was paint...

Elyse and I are going ice skating on friday. We can't skate but I'm like "ehh, at least we'll fall together"
I wouldn't have considered going before.
no matter how many times JJ offers to teach me, I know I'll suck, I've tried before..and my ass hurt.

Humans were not made to walk on water, nor should they on frozen water with knives on their boots.
i'm right and you know it.

God damn, I really want to get to school.
and I'm uber jealous of my sister, she has this laid back style and hippie hair. I wish I was 7. not 8 though..that lasted too long. I hated being 8...I had 3 birthday parties that year and it annoyed me.

God, I am a weird kid.

Sincerely,
Bleh

0 Listen @ 8:18 AM

I love quietdrive's version of Time after Time.
It's on my myspace at the moment and it makes me really happy when I listen to it.

At the moment. Life is pretty damn good.
Elyse and I are going to be the female version of Dong/Goulotta productions. I tried like 8 different versions of spelling goulotta and I can't seems to spell it. and I don't really care anyways.
But she and I are sick of a lot of things and have the same annoyances so we want to get with second stage and see if we can get the black box to put on some production next year..I guess we could try and get those to count as senior projects...so that's cool.
I'm working on crew for Hamlet now. Such a dumb thing to sign up for really. I regret it. I'm not even sure when I'm supposed to show for it. I don't really even care, I just need the internship hours and whatnot.
haha Elyse all scrambles is Seely which is like Neely-->Megan. we were meant to be friends.
haha.
I really am swamped with homework though.
I can't memorize my monologue..my brain doesn't want to absorb it.
and I can't find an advertisement to do a voice over with...HELP ME?

ugh I need to do my homework really badly.

READ SKIN OF OUR TEETH...or I shall kill you.

0 Listen @ 10:42 PM

Eww, what the fuck?
Sonny Moore quit From First To Last.oh, they're going to be notasgoodnow.I guess I'll buy whatever his solo project is..though I kinda hope it turns to shit and From First To Last will kiss and make up and me one again like last year.
and for that matter...I still want plus 44 and angels and airwaves to both DIE so Blink 182 can be reborn.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
Megan is just sitting here waiting for the music industry that she loves so dearly to die, that way I can scrub it down and re-do it all.No more shitty bands or singers that are extremely overrated.No, I'm not talking about Fall Out Boy.
They have Jay-Z on their side, and he's the shit.I'm talking about bands like Stretch Armstrong, The Red Jumpsuit Appartus (sry, I know you're from jacksonville and all but you're exactly like everyone else, get a haircut and work on your sound and maybe I'll save your life), Cartel, Hoobastank and so on.
Then again who am I but one of those kids in the crowds at the shows, I don't have a degree in business (yet) but I swear to god, it's common sense with most of this.
Oh and on to my rant about shows, Digital music suppliers are eating your CD profits, so to compensate MAKE TICKET SALES LOWER AND TOUR MORE AND RELEASE MORE DAMN ALBUMS AND SONGS IN BETWEEN ALBUMS!!! cheaper merch would help too. Believe me, most kids show up to a show with 20 bucks in their pocket...we spend it on a tee and then dehydrate and die...now who will go see you live when you go on a new tour?ergh.

it's moments like this where I want 50 cent, Jay-Z and Eminem to take over for a bit and get some of these bands, and other groups to get their shit together.
haha..I love my combination of people. But I kinda agree with Wentz when he's all "yay rap music".
I'm not getting into that...

R.I.P the good From First to Last.
Continued R.I.P- Blink 182 <3

I think I'll die before I'm over that one

0 Listen @ 10:40 PM

Well I must say this new layout is pretty freaking sweet. I like it very very much. Ugh I wish I could get some sort of coherent sentence structure out.. I can't focus. The hilarity of Dane Cook is boring into my brain. Oh well. The true purpose of this was pretty much just to be all THIS LAYOUT IS AWESOME

0 Listen @ 4:38 PM