sorry megan about that. that being leaving you out of the loop. if u feel like that. i was gunna blog but i didnt want to sound all whiney b/c it was about 6th grade so i didnt. anyways. did u get your phone back?
my cousins just left yesterday. i was all shy. but you knwo we basically watched 8 movies. most of them i didnt get into so i watched something else or got on the computer. anywyas hope they had a good time. casanova, saved!, and shopgirl. are all highly recommended movies. rent them. so good.
um. i was addicted to americas next top model. i loved Kim. she was my only favorite and bre had to stay in when she acted like a freak. ugh. so im not watching anymore. no point.
i went to wendy's yesterday to read. and i parled my bike and all the preppy girls and skater girl were outside smoking ciggarettes. trying to look all cool. I mean COME ON. grow up. these are 16 yr olds who are messing up thier life. i mean why smoke.ugh. so i just read for an hour and left. i would of had money but i bought acharm bracelet that i really liked. it has a seashell, ballerina shoe, a baby (it came with), and a smiley face.i favorite is the ballet shoe b/c it reminds me of jazz ballet in PA. sometimes i wish i didnt quit. i think i could have been a better dancer if i had stayed a couple more years. but i know some dance moves. and i'm also satrating to take up piano again. it feels so good too. b/c i havent played those songs in years since almost 5th grade and i can play them perfectly now.
ive figured a lot of stuff out this summer. i've let go of 6th grade, i mean i sometimes will still cry if its talked about. but i at least know that i wasnt mad i left them i was mad b/c i left ladore b/c thats the only place i felt at home. and safe. and i didnt feel that safeness here i guess becasue it such a huge change. and i'm really not good with chnage, i like things to have tradition. anywyas. i also learned some stuff about God. he's made the world the way it is today for a reason. we have to have pain and suffering in our lives. it's not supposed to be easy and hes there to make a disaster something good. if ppl will just let him.
well. im really bored.
so im going to get off.
btw, my question is...why are ppl racist? i just dont get it.
peace out. a-town
