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so i dont feel so awesome today.
lately ive been feeling kinda off b/c i know that my cousins and I are distant. and some of them dont even care about me even though i care a lot about them, and its hurtful b/c i take them to my school and like they wouldnt "lower" themselves down to meeting my friends. then made fun of the ones they did meet. idk a lot of family dynamics. and in hawaii im not going to deal with it. ill just call up matt and chill with him instead of brittney.

i have a 66 in geometry. no way that'll become a B. so i dont know what to do. i was to the point of tears in 6th period. i hate having bad grades, i cant remember the last time i had a D. oh yeah. 8th grade. so i have to study, study, study

im confused on the whole bf thing with evan. i do like him but i dont really want to "date" him yet. its too early? is it too late?

i think im also kinda bummed out that megan cant come to my 16th. or me to hers. its really sad.

i just am so mixed up inside that i dont know what to think about anything, so any words of wisdom wuld be helpful.

i have to make dinner.

bye
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