Wednesday, October 4
in about 4 hours it'll be my birthday. ill be 16 and right now im crying. ive been uber emotional lately. no idea why. i mean my parents rented me a limo, have been great paprents to me, and yet im falling apart. dad doesnt like ANY american resturant and so im like why do we live in america. he kept saying every resturant i chose was a health hazrad. i just tune heatlh talk out now. im so sick and tired of bikes and fish. i could kill fish. even though technically theyre already dead. but its healthy so i guess thats all that matters. project runway will be on in 6 minutes. im not watching it bc my dad cant part from his show and they rid of the 3rd tv so i cant watch it with my mom bc shes sleeping. whatever. and i will NEVER get my ears pierced or my permit bc its always a matter of hygiene and if im responsible. whatever. fine il driive when im 80 and get my ear pierced on my death bed. whatever floats the boat. and im REALLy upset about evan. i dont get why im the one upset. im not the one who pranced into his life and then rushed out of it bc i had feelings for someone else and posted it on myspace. did i now? NO i didnt. so he should just suck. it. up. bc im tired of him avoiding me. im not that mean of a person. and how would he know. he doesnt know me.
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