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>> Alias: MASKE
>> Birthday: June 30, 2006
>> Profile: CLICK!
>> 5 Girls // 5 Teenages // 5 Friends
>> blogging // music // books

>> Name: Megan
>> Name: A
>> Nick:A variety of names
>> Age:Far more moons then I will try couting
>> Residence:Planet Earth..so they say.
>> Likes:reading, writing, drawing, movies, pain infliction
>> Dislikes:Large groups of people.Stupid people.Just people.
>> Can Die Happy When: I recieve vampiric wings, win the lottery, receive magical harry potter powers and the ablility to dwelve into minds like DOTM. So obviously. I'll never die. Happily that is.
>> BlogThis is my blog. The only other would be inside my crowded head.
>> In Depth:Confused.Emotional.Twisted mind.

>> Name: Sarah
>> Nick: Seb // Eevee // Rah
>> Age: 17
>> Residence: Hurricane Highway
>> Likes: anime, music, video games, blogging, writing, japan, fanfiction
>> Dislikes:Bullies, Organized Religion, Preps, Politicians, Small Animals
>> Can Die Happy When: she goes to an AFI concert
>> Blog: ♥
>> In Depth: i write. A lot. ~~And never finish any of it.~~ i'm a mother hen who is very protective of her chicks. i don't like going to church because i rant and rave about it later. Not that i don't do that about everything else. My parents are terrified to drive with me.

>> Name: Elizabeth
>> Nick:Beth, Pirate and Lizzy
>> Age:16
>> Residence:On the computer
>> Likes: being a fangirl lover of certain musical celebrites
>> Dislikes:strange food, puns, bad haircuts, Billy P.
>> Can Die Happy When: william beckett gives me a hug
>> Blog: ♥ Love my friends. love my technology. love my food. love my clothes. and love hair.
>> In Depth: My friends have always been there for me. i love them to tears and its painful to be away from them.

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There's so much pressure. The pressure to be good in school, to be able to show a goddamn reaction on camera, to get my dad to come back. I can't handle it. I'm a person who can't stand conflict. I constantly just mold to everyone else than just say what's different about me. Call me pathetic but whatever. I've become to apathetic to everything. I just want to spend my days curled up in a little ball in bed with Food Network on TV. I want my parents to get back together. I want to be able to act out a damn emotion. I want to get all A's at least once in my god forsaken life. I want to be good at something. I want to start over again more than anything. Like when I moved here, I could be anyone I wanted and at Wilson. I became a shadow. Then here at LVPA....same thing only people know me. They don't actually know me. Few do. A lot of the things I say outloud are things I heard on TV, movies whatnot. My true opinions are inside. There's no point in telling them. It's like JJ said "no one actually cares what you think unless you're agreeing with them" and I totally get it. I can't stand looking in the mirror. All I see is someone else. I seriously wish that at one point in my life...I could just...be me. God how cliche. And that won't ever happen. Hell maybe I'm a better actor than I thought. I've lied to everyone about me. Acting is just a watered down justified version of lying. So yeah here's the post I've been meaning to write. Enjoy it. Savor it. Chew it up then spit it out.

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