Okay.
so ive been pestering everybody on if I am manipulative. at first denial. and the stages were seemingly shorter than i expected. but i now realize that rah was right in saying im manipulative. i know now that its not bad that i am b/c its not like i use it for hurting other people. but kinda to help myself and them. but in helping myself. that doesnt make me selfish or concieted does it? b/c i know i dont think im better than everyone else. and i try to give as much as recieve. i do try. i mean just the other day i gave hunter the bigger piece of cake. its the little things that matter. and i give back to the community by a buttload and i help out my friends when they need me. so i doubt im completely selfish but i'm not sinless. i have my moments.
i have huge news. im saving up for my own laptop. it might take awhile. but im going to save my babysitting money and request checks each time and place in an envelope and wait untill i have enough money to buy one and then ill pout in into my account and then buy my own laptop so i can RP whenever i want to. and homework and stuff like that. but it'll be mine. how much is internet anyways? i need to find out all the costs.
okay so update on my love life.
musical love life- everyone with a brain should know william beckett fits into this catagory
thespian love life- is and always will be jeremy sumpter aka peter pan
actual love life- john pfeufer. yes merm. the guy who sits in front of me. i might like him more than william beckett. I KNOW. its a close call. too soon to say for sure but i do like him alot. i think he likes me too.
this is short but im updating.
beth is signing off.
